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TRUST

by THEakasha

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Depression raps from 2022. Enjoy.

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Roll another one

[VERSE]
These days, she’s holding on by a thread
On twitter, backspacing “I wish I was dead”
Mentally fucked in the head
Nightmares lasting for days or for weeks
Too weak to strengthen when she finally speaks it,
From the mind where she leaves it,
To in between the lines where she leaks it,
Burnt thru the pages, she was never the same
But its the same ol thing
Memory repressed her enough,
I’m hoping god bless her n’stuff

[HOOK]
Cus when the pressure is up
And when the getting gets tough
Then the depression gets nuts
It just gets harder to trust
Whether its you, whether me, whether us,
I don’t trust

[VERSE]
Trust issues, aint that a bitch?
Reminiscent of when she slit both her wrists,
It’s the same ole pain
Dad still piping that crack to his lips
No wonder why she grew up to crack whips
It’s the same co-caine
Barely outrunning the reaper
Daily praying to God that in her slumber he could sneak her
Fore she go insane
Can’t for a second catch her breath enough,
I’m hoping god’s blessing her enough

[HOOK]
Cus when the pressure is up
And when the getting gets tough
Then the depression gets nuts
It just gets harder to trust...
Whether its you, whether me, whether us, I don’t trust (x5)

[BRIDGE]
I wish somebody would’ve told me
I wish nigaas would’ve throned me
I wish my uncles would’ve shown me
I wish my mama told me
I wish my family could’ve known me
My mother’s fucker should’ve grown for me
These motherfuckers owe me
I wish these father figures didn’t fold me
I wish shit didn’t kill the old me
I wish the reaper could just sew me
I wish I wasn’t this lonely…

[OUTRO HOOK]
Cus pressure is up
The getting is rough
Man, depression is sus

It just gets harder to trust...

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released January 12, 2023
Written by Akasha Maples
Produced by Ivory Thompson

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